Monday, August 10, 2009

In the dead of the night, I betray myself...

Total control freak... Lesson that needs to be learnt.. its good to
let things just slide....sometimes.. there's no way everything can be controlled...

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No texts...No calls...

The phone hasnt rung at all... well it has.. but not for the reasons i want it to... :(

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Tuesday, April 7, 2009


According to Wikipedia... the definition of as stated below...

Love is any of a number of emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affection[1] and attachment. The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure to intense interpersonal attraction. The word love is both a verb and a noun. Love is not a single feeling but an emotion built from two or more feelings. Anything vital to us creates more than one feeling, and we also have feelings about our feelings (and thoughts about our feelings)[1]. This diversity of uses and meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states.

As an abstract concept, love usually refers to a deep, ineffable feeling of tenderly caring for another person. Even this limited conception of love, however, encompasses a wealth of different feelings, from the passionate desire and intimacy of romantic love to the nonsexual emotional closeness of familial and platonic love[2] to the profound oneness or devotion of religious love.[3] Love in its various forms acts as a major facilitator of interpersonal relationships and, owing to its central psychological importance, is one of the most common themes in the creative arts.


when I was much younger I thought that by age 25, I'd be married ..settled.. have a banging career and maybe I'd start a family soon after... heh how naive ..I must have been back then...

at 25 now..yes its a shock to me that on the 18th Dec 2009..I shall officially be in my mid 20's ...still climbing the career ladder...still single..and far from getting hitched anytime soon...

not to be corny or anything... but if youre asking what has love got to do with it.. well
maybe everything and maybe nothing at all.. either way..

one day I hope to have something what my parents have... even if it's just a smidgen of it...30 yrs of marriage (i'm pretty sure I got the right number)

and a super successful career like my dad's...

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Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Fire and Ice

Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favour fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.

Robert Frost

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Friday, May 16, 2008


FUCKING BASTARDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Wednesday, April 30, 2008

The New Job

Yup I got the job a while back like a few months back..
Already signed on the dotted line when the last post went up and that was like in Feb

Work is good, its fun there's a few challanges here and there and best its got room for me to show my creativeness and come up with new things in the kitchen and try new things.

Also got myself a job title.. i'm dubbed the pastry chef slash asian specialities chef .. cool eh..
I'm more than halfway there..hopefully the hard work I put in now will lead to great things.. I do wanna have my dream lifestyle sooner or later...

p/s: i'm working with the Oyster Bar on the Beach in North Fremantle..

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Friday, March 7, 2008

Current Location

Right, I know I was meant to do this like on the 13th Feb but got so caught up, well
there was just so much happening here n there... really I just couldnt be asked to blog anything

If it wasnt obvious enough on facebook, well I'm currently back In Perth, Australia. Yes, where else would I well fair enough I could almost be flying off any where..but it was time to get things in shape..grow up and earn some cold hard cash fast... and by this I dont mean robbing the bank or selling my "backside" by the road down here in Perth.. Though it wud definately fetch a healthy sum of isnt tempting

I'd rather earn my money using my with and skills other than putting my pretty lil arse out there..okie maybe it isnt so lil .. really no one needs to comment on that and dont even try to...

I mainly came here, to prospectively get my Permenant Residence. Thinking that now my sister and bro in law had been granted theirs I was only a sponsorship away..that plus the job industry needed Chefs.. I kinda had it in my head that it wud be a breeze for me to get it all stamped n off I wud go finding a job and soon swim in cash...

Well of course nuttin in life ever comes easy as they say..went to a migration agent..she asked me a few questions then asked for my I was sitting excitedly thinking ..damn thats one hell of a Resume...thats gonna knock ur socks off...

She starts looking at it..takes a pencil in her hand n starts crossing off stuff on my CV!!! I was like WTF.. *flashbacks of school days when the teacher used to mark ur books or test papers individually and u can already imagine the horror of bringing home a book/test paper with full or red inked crosses to ur parents*

She then goes..we cant use this...*cross* we cant use this *crosses yet another good job experience of mine or qualification* I really wanted to reach out n Bitch Slap this for F***s sake lady..stop Doing that! All those years of wonderful and hard earned experience and studying only to be deemed invalid or not recognized... THE HORROR...

Well my options were to either get an Australian Education which has to be in the span of 2 yrs..then work another 12months and I wud be able to apply then for a PR... OR get sponsorship from a company that is willing to hire me and that wud also mean I wud be tied to the company for 2-4 yrs .. N all I would have to do is work for 2 yrs here in Aus and I wud be then be able to launch an Individual PR... she said it would be pretty hard to obtain a company in the city that wud be willing to sponsor me.. and I shud try regional places like Mandurah.. which is like an 1hour away... * at this time the urge of just hitting over the head to a pulp grows even more apprent*

I nod my head and just curse as much as I can before I meet up with my family and start to relay the news.. From there..I tried looking for a job basically.. but before I even started ..Lots of people believed that it wouldnt work out and No one would hire me... they havent seen my 8 page Cv...I refused to let them ppl with no formal qualifications bring me down...

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